HIGHTLIGHTS OF THE WEEK:

- school as boring as ever
- national day celebrations in school how can we not win the decor???
- out with friendship club to meet liping i miss her alot!
- celebrated yiru's birthday hope she enjoyed the cake&presents! =)&its sweet of her to sms us. =D

- attitude hy for nothing &i feel guilty lar, but dont blame me.. blame _____. haha, but he being my v. hpy didnt even :@ lor.
- my parents off, watched ndp at home&i missed the fireworks. so damn sad abt it lor
- played with joycelyn tooo! still so cute :P
- late night msn gosh, my favourite! chatting with hpys&i can say all i want.. so damn nice! =D best thing is.... i can scold all i want abt other idiots!
- went out with eliza, hui, vonne&rahh today! lots of fun, laughters&i Yit =)


i love these four alot. =)
b'cos they're the ones there since then...

sometimes i wonder,
why things dont always remain the same? it changes so damn fast that.. i have problems catching up.
yet, at the same time.. i'm glad things change. at least.. i get to know whats true&the world's realistic.
LOVE is so much easier than HATE.
&i like to LOVE more than to HATE.

thats the reason why..
i dont usually use the word hate but substitue it with dislike.
but sorry.. i rly hate you alot.. maybe the hate will fade in future.. but not now.
all the hurt, tears, anger you caused on me... is just tooo "memorable" for me to forget.
no matter how hard i tried to explain myself.. no one will know exactly what i had gone through..
no words can describe it yeah?

i seriously dont like faking around,
&thus, not making a good actress but i rather stay this way.

at least.. i can be myself infront of my hpys
and scold all i want, say all i want and no one will ask me to stop?
i prefer that to anything else :)

*dont comment on anything
i just want to make myself clear ?